Simply Complicated.

-Name is Charlene sometimes aka CharChar.
-19 and young
- from california (bay area)
- super nice girl
- very appropiate for specific times
have fun reading about my life. remember my life not yours. oh and you are who you are. by the way, i can be a complicated.

October 20, 2011 4:14 pm September 25, 2011 9:30 pm September 3, 2011 2:14 am

Baby or not?

  • My Boyfriend (bf): HPT turned out negative.
  • Me: Yays! No need to worry right?
  • Bf: Yup.
  • Me: how come your not relieved like me?
  • Bf: I was actually looking forward to this.
  • Me: This whole time I thought you don't want a baby yet.
  • Bf: Well be honest, what did you feel you want?
  • Me: This whole time with this preggers scare, I was pretending to not want a baby because my friends and family think I'm crazy if I tell them the truth.
  • Bf: Okay, we will call it a day.
  • Next early morning
  • Me: I got my period.
  • Bf: Oh.
  • Me: yup.
  • Bf: After your period ends, do you want to try having a baby?
  • Me: uh. I need to think about this. After yesterday, I really don't know. We will see.
  • Bf: I'm for having a baby with you.
  • Me: And I'm not sure.
August 28, 2011 3:42 pm

Looks like I’m going to be gone for the next 8 to 9 months.

If you figured it out by now, I’m going to be missing in action even if you see me everyday. Less contact with people, the better chances of me not feeling guilty.

Why Me?

July 13, 2011 9:20 pm 9:19 pm 9:16 pm July 6, 2011 1:59 am

I could care less

Honestly I’m seventy-five percent done with this game called love. Really not the time to find a lover, at least not for me. Got to go concentrate on college and work. Being successful is what I need to pursue in this world. I could care less about my love life at this rate.